There are times when I do not like how passive I am and can be. Sometimes I feel like people use me and waste my time as a result of my passiveness. And I’m just dumb at times, because I am a caring person. I do not like to abandon people and feel guilty about it later. So I basically put up with Kiss Ass’s (reference to a person) shit.
As you all know, being a college student is definitely not easy. School has been taking a toll on me, both physically and emotionally. Even though it’s hard, at least I suck it up and do my part. I feel that one of the main sources for the difficulty level of college is time management. It’s hard to balance school work and fun time. I personally (I’m pretty sure you all are) constantly tired everyday. Due to heavy course loads and miscellaneous activities, I come home late at night only to deal with a pile of work waiting for me. However, Kiss Ass (KA) decides to bitch about getting a dissatisfactory grade. So I started to comfort KA. Unfortunately that comforting lasted 2 hours of going around in circles and repetitive conversation. Even after getting my point across to Kiss Ass and with headphones on and loud rock music, KA kept going. It seemed like you did not even consider what I had to say, like it went in one ear and out the other. Do you not know that you repeat yourself so much even though you rephrase it in different words? It makes me sad because I feel like you do not even consider me as your friend anymore. There are times I feel that you’re just talking to me about the same things over and over again just to practice your speech so you can kiss ass to others above you. And it’s so funny, cause you admitted that to me. WOW. I feel like you do not put me in the same level with you. Please do not gloat and brag with an intention to say that you’re better than me. I can not listen anymore.
KA, you really pissed me off. Don’t ever rub it in my face with your cockiness. Especially when you’re so childish. Get off of your high horse. You need to understand the value of hard work because it really pays off. I find it funny how I’m always working and you’re always sleeping. Because of your cruise by throughout your first year at CAL, that doesn’t mean that it’s not going to get harder. You need to get over yourself.
